since things ended with dude (see entry titled: “two weeks”), i really believe in hindsight that i’ve made the best decision. things are coming full circle and on a day like today, Valentine’s Day, he would have been stressing me about why we weren’t spending this day together. anyone who knows me is aware of my Love Day tradition (i’ll tell you how that tradition started another time). i spend it with my sister, brother-in-law, and whatever small number of selected guests they decide to invite. we enjoy steak, baked potatoes, crab cakes, salad, rolls, some fancy drink concoction, topped off with assorted scrumptious desserts. i can never think of any other place i’d rather be. sure i liked him, but i never felt compelled to spend Valentine’s Day with him. so we would argue, and i would be left feeling an immense amount of stress wrapped in a blanket of guilt.
well, not this year! no arguing, no bickering or guilty, stressful emotions clouding my mind during dinner. instead i relaxed, enjoyed tasty food, great conversation, exchanged loud laughs and fascinating stories. it’s where i wanted to be. and i loved every minute of it. im so satisfied where i am now.. this time last year i was so unhappy. shedding dead weight this year has never felt so good.
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